idk i did a reading of that poem and also of my storyish thing but i don’t think i’m gonna post them because i don’t like either of the readings ahahhahhhahhhhhhhaa
maybe i’ll try to write something reasonable and do one this weekend
instead of doing a reading of one of my favorite poems i resolved to do a reading of some of my own writing
but the issue is 1) all my poetry is short and crappy, 2) all my stories are either old or unfinished, and 3) the only thing that’s left is kind of personal???
i mean i posted it on here so it’s not like a SECRET but i don’t feel like it’s a good thing to do a reading for??????
sigh maybe i’ll do it anyway idk
You Cannot Rest Here
Have you ever played a video game where you have to sleep to recover? They only let you do it if everything is safe. Otherwise they won’t let you sleep. You’ll get a message, saying “You cannot sleep now, there are monsters nearby.”
Now, remember the last time you just couldn’t get to sleep?
Don’t you fuckin do this to me
i think i’m gonna
record myself reciting one of my favorite poems??
i mean there is no benefit to this and it affects nobody’s life
but it’s a poem that has been around for me in the best of times and the worst of times
and sometimes reading gives me a wave of relief so i think speaking it will be even better for me
i have no interest in small talk tell me about ur childhood and what ur parents are like and how many siblings u have and if u are afraid of death or if u believe in an afterlife and what ur favorite movie is and if u like romantic comedies or horror movies or action movies and what kind of music u like and why and tell me the bands or artists u loved in middle school but are too ashamed to admit to anyone else